Hush lil grandchild
Don’t say a word
You found grandpa
but no sounds could be heard
Images flooded your eyes and mind
Surly this was not what you expected to find
Silent questions with answers that made no sense
You stand in the church, nausea grows intense
There’s a sweet aroma of an unusual incense
The one you least expected has again broken your innocence.
Who is friend, who is foe?
Baby girl back then not even I did know
Being frozen has become habitual
You lock off to reality
To shut off the brutality
Of the obscene works of profanity
Questioning your virginity
Hush my lil dookie
For I am to blame
Again I didn’t protect you
I’m so sorry I feel ashamed
I am you and you are me
Trying so hard to not induce in you fear
That freezes you so all you can do is cry out with flowing tears
You are loved I promise
A love that is pure and real
In years to come you will realise its Jesus Christ
Until then dry your eyes
block out their illegal touch
Hush now most beautiful Dookie as its all too much.
Please forgive me.